Experience and Appreciation

Experience as a general concept comprises knowledge of or skill in or observation of
some thing or some event gained through involvement in or exposure to that thing or event.
Everyone has the first time experience in doing something.
The experiences will indicate the time is running through ur life and
u r GROWING UP.

The experiences play an important role in our life.
Guide us not to make second mistakes and be smart throughout our life.
As time is going on, the experiences also will become as life memories.
It is a part of our life and very precious because it is just belongs to yourself and cant be stolen by anyone.

As people are growing up, they sure will smile when thinking back their past.
The past of everyone has the elements of happiness, sadness, suffering, angrily and more.
I am enjoying my teenager life.
However, when i looked back to my secondary school life, i miss it so much.
Although, it is containing the elements that i have mentioned.
But it is sweet when i think back.

That is why the appreciation is needed for.
Always be taught or told to appreciate what is the thing that u r having now and appreciate the people always beside you.
Cause things or peoples will  left you on one day as nothing is eternal.
Plus, none of us is compulsory to treat anyone good although got relationships
like parents to children, couple to lover and frens to frens.
Do not taken it for granted, because we have no authority or position to ask
anyone to treat us good.

It's funny how, in this journey of life, even though we may begin at different times and places, our paths cross with others so that we may share our love, compassion, observations, and hope. This is a design of God that I appreciate and cherish.      Steve Maraboli quote

记忆

转眼间，三年了，
说长不长，说短不短，
那年的记忆依然徘徊在我的脑海里。

您摸摸我的耳垂对我说：“掂咁你某戴那个金色的野？
您当时是指着欣欣的耳环，
我回答您：“我某戴。”
其实，那时我的耳洞已经封闭了，
所以我决定要再打回耳洞，
很可惜您已经看不到了。

那是我和您的最后对话。
在我懂事以来，您的听觉就不怎么好，
所以爸常叫我们要说话大声一点，
当时我得却觉得有点奇怪，
要以这种方式说话，
所以直到最后我还是没问到您那道问题，
有关于日本时代。

您曾经说过：“又走了。”，
当您知道您身边的朋友或重要的人离世了。
这是我亲耳听您说的，
而当时我能感受到您的孤独及悲哀。
人人都保佑自己能活到长命百岁，
但没好好珍惜及好好利人生里的时光，
就算给你活到长生不老，
那也只是浪费。

当时大约是清晨五六点，星期六，
我穿着校服对着窗口及拜拜哭了一阵子，
抹干眼泪后便装得若无其事去上BM考试Tips的讲座。
我还是无法压抑，
在食堂哭了出来。
在丧礼上，我完全没有哭泣。
我一直问自己，
我到底哭什么？

我和您并没有时常聊天、见面、接触，
也许是我自小就只有您这个老长辈，
让我明白到什么是爷爷的爱及关怀，
也让我体会到什么叫慈祥，
那是什么感觉。

对于每一次亲人的离别，
我总是想人就是这样，
当你知道那个人的存在，
就会心想无需时时关心他，
因为他还好好地活着，
也许在什么大节日或家庭聚会，
我只要乖乖地出席见彼此一面就好。
但当你听到不好的消息时，
才会想为什么我有空也没去探望或问候他，
才渐渐回忆起以往一起度过的岁月。


正所谓前人常说的，
“早知如此，又何必当初” 和 “后悔莫及”。
没真正体会，人永远无法领悟那些常理。


                                                                   Dream As If You Will Live Forever,
                                                                   Live As If You Will Die Today.

Happy Birthday, 1 year old... :D

Happy Birthday, Eistance... ^^

转眼间，你到这世上已经一年了。
我还记得当我第一次看见你时，
你是多么的渺小，
正熟睡在妈妈的怀里，
很可爱。

当我抱起你时，
你的眼睛还未能全开，
还咪咪地闭着，
我小心翼翼地抱着你，
那可是我第一次抱起这珍贵的新生命。

你的出现为家人带来许多快乐，
就如一个开心果终于诞生在家里。
也为家人带来头痛，
对你这顽皮虫束手无策，
真是不知让家人哭笑不得。

祝你快高长大，一定要做个有用的人。

Happy Sweet 18, YS... :)

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We went back school on Monday to celebrate Yeng Sze's 18 birthday.
First, may went to fetch me, june and bin.
B4 fetch june and bin, we went cake sense bought two birthday cakes
for ys cause no 1kg strawberry cake at the shop.
Finally, i chosen one strawberry chocolate cake and a famous cake of the shop- fruit cake for her sweet birthday cake. =D

I am May's first passenger. haha...

                                             Birthday girl....

                                               Girls and birthday girl...

                                                 Boys wif birthday girl...

                                                 Me and birthday girl...

We met Miss Mun and Puan Yu also at canteen.
Puan Yu still unchanged.
When we saw her, she straight shouting at us 'Y u all come back?'
Then, she said eat cake also didnt call her.
We straight pass up a cake to her. Haha...
She feel disappointed when she knew few of us change to art scream.
Luckily, our gang still got some presenters stay in art scream. =)

After finish the celebration, me, may and june went ioi for shopping.
We went Dong Cha then Shi Lin (our favourite...^^).
I need to leave first, so just got june accompany may for shopping.

                                Me and my perempuan simpanan... XD

A Memorable Trip

6.6.11

I miss my students so much...
Once i reach there, i was so happy to hear from a  parent that
she said 'my daughter is very happy since last night, cox she feel
very excited to see u again...'
Aww....

When i went upstair,
Boy A: teacher, u finish study already?
Girl  B: teacher, this card is special make for u. (*touched and surprised)
Boy C: teacher, will u come back to teach us after this school holiday?
Girl  D: teacher, y u dont want come back to teach us?

I feel very happy that u all still remember me.
I appreciate the time we been spent together in this half day.
Thank you so much for the card.
This is the second time i received card from my class students.

First, we went the Sushi King shop outlet at Sunway Pyramid. 
I just got a bad feeling in Sunway Pyramid which is shame....
You all said went it b4, but just act like the kampung children
never see the city life. ><
The teacher keep shouting the name of naught child.
Not behave urself at all especially the boy in my group called Daniel.

                 The 'kampung children' at outside of the Sushi King shop =)

We had been taught to make some sushi.
After we know the step, here the competition comes.
The students need to make the sushi itself and show to the worker.
Who ever make the nice sushi can win the Sushi King voucher.
Teacher need to make Temayi (hand roll).
I put wrong side of the Nori, so lose the competition already. ><
Luckily, i didnt lose everything.
My group got a child win the competition.
Actually, after she did it, i try to make it look nice only show the worker.
Haha... Shh...
Important is enjoy the process, Triumph and Failure is just the end of result,
it doesn't mean everything

.                                         I feel proud of you. ^^

Then, we moved on to a boring and hot place- The Museum of  TUDM.
There shown a lot of aeroplane and helicopter models.
There is the first airport of Malyasia after our country has independent.

                      Luckily, didnt spoil the helicopter... =.=
                      If not, 5 CRV also not enough to change with this helicopter.

Next, we went to Istana Negara.
Now i only know that the Istana Negara was a chinese ppl's home.
The Sultan paid him the money to get his house as palace cause his house was
the largest house at that time.
I was surprised when a girl told me that

" Teacher, i want see the king."

"Sorry, girl. We are not allow to meet the king."

                              The outside of the palace...

The last place we went is The Berryl's Chocolate Factory.

I hope i still can see u all in nest time.

Mummy's Birthday :)

0604

Happy Birthday, mummy... ^^
I love u...

We went a restaurant called ‘蟹王’ for celebrating mom's birthday.
I no need pay the bill cause i bought present for mom. Luckily...^^

                           Mom's birthday present bought by me...^^

Sorry, mom for always make u worry and angry...
Dont worry, i wont suddenly tell u that i will change course... hehe...
Although now i am still not confirm what i want to be in the future.
But at least i know i feel interested in accounting,
so i will try my best to get good result to continue study the AACA course.

                         Congratulation, miss laimun. U won the 1st prize.

Thank u, mom for this 18 years to take care of a blur blur and careless girl.
U always scare this little stupid girl get cheated by ppl.
The little girl remember u always tell me dont too easy to believe
ppl in social life.
Her habits that are lazy and like to be pig always make u be angry and mad. hehe...
The little girl promise u that she will be good girl
and she will take care herself well.
U must be happy and healthy to keep watching this naughty girl
cause if no ppl reminding her, she will forget everything and continue to live her way. =p

Bangi 历险记

今天，终于有机会去Bangi学车。
这才知道自己的技术实在是烂到家，
辛苦Uncle了。

说实在的，
好像一直被骂犯下同样的错误。
i) 换了gear，一定要放了clutch才能踩油
ii) 转弯时，一定不能踩油，并要减速
iii) 不能用死同一个gear
iv) 不可以驾驶到白线
 v) 不可以驾驶到别人的lean

Parking

*不要走得太近tiang

*不要急着看三角镜，先park好车子

  i) 先确保tiang有处于在三角镜的位置

 ii) 换去reverse gear，向左转2圈，退后至可以看见第四支tiang

iii) 再向右转回2圈，让streling摆回直，退后至后面的tayar碰到线

iv) 再向右转回2圈，退后至车子完全park进了车位
 v) 举手，换去gear 1，慢慢把车子驶出车位，并慢慢转左

3 Points Turn
  i) 慢慢踩clutch走向第三支tiang
 ii) 快速转右至前面的tiang后停
iii) 拉handbrake，free gear，放clutch，油，brake，向左转四圈，
     换去reverse gear，退后至线
iv) 拉handbrake，free gear，放clutch，油，brake，向右转三圈，
    换去gear 1, 慢慢把车子驶出去
* 只可以有三个动作
* 不可以死engine或中途停下

Bukit

  i) 踩clutch，踩油，慢慢放clutch，油踩着不要放

 ii) 上山时，踩多点油，慢慢放clutch，踩brake停在tiang，拉handbrake，举手

iii) 下山时，放handbrake，不要踩油，慢慢下

* 不可以死engine

* 不可以倒后退

驾车可真不容易。
希望星期一的练习能顺利完成，不要再给uncle骂了。
星期二的考试祈求能顺利通过。

* A late post... special post it for my follower. =)
   Hope after u see it, dont ever do the same mistakes as i did.

Good luck for ur exam... ^^

Kung Fu Panda 2

Ytd went watch premiere show of Kung Fu Panda 2 wif my machi. ^^

  The Dragon Warrior- Paul

                The Furious Five — Tigress, Crane, Mantis, Viper and Monkey

 The bad Character of Kung Fu Panda 2

The little Paul ^^

I felt sorry to machi cox i spoiled the plan... paiseh...

We had a great time in Brands Outlet.

Finally, we bought few polo-T shirts and basic-T shirts.

We were felt very satisfied to our '战利品'. ^^

 

Hesitation

Tuesday, 24.5.11

After class, hanged out wif wm.
Tat day, we had ate a lots of yummy food.
( Nan Xiang Chicken Rice, Fu Chow Fishball, Shi Lin Mee Sua,Seafood Tempura)
My glutton behavior make myself didnt eat the dinner on tat day.
Luckily mom didnt scold...^^

We went to Mid Valley just to find wm's Microenomics book.
Tis girl was having trouble in finding book when we were in MPH Books Store.
After found, make herself in miserable again which busy to decide whether wants to buy the book or wait for the 2nd edition cox out of stock. >.<
 
She is not finish making her life become more miserable yet...

Then, we went to chinese literature department.
Here is it...
We saw few interesting books which are written by 吴若权、橘子、张小娴.
She was starting her bad behavior again...
At last, the person tat told her mom went MPH to buy book just 2 empty hands walks out from the shop.

 I bought a book which is called [你沒說再見 ].

 [YOU DIDNT SAY GOODBYE]

 
I was just get attracted by the sentences on the front and back page of the book once i saw it.

当爱情变得只剩下难过
请别只记得
最末的撕裂和毁坏 
请也记得
最初曾经交会过的感动  和画面
也曾美好过的画面

当爱情终究走到的最后一章
请  能不能说声再见？
让我们好好的说声再见
在爱情的最终章
留下
最后的美好


让人会心伤的从来不是爱情，是现实
可是那一天并没有来，
只差一步就能够完整的结果，结果我们就是走不到那一步；
当时的我们谁也不会相信的结果，结果往后的我们，却只得相信。
多无奈。
多伤。
伤。

Gone...

21.5 is a really unforgettable day in my life.
21.5 is my fren, bx 's birthday.
21.5 is also my fren, Su Wah went to the God of Heaven.

Ytd we were happy to celebrate bin's birthday at sam's house.
We were planning to blow the candle and cut the cake.
Suddenly, jj and vivi received a message tat Su Wah is wif the God of heaven..............................

WHAT???

We all felt very shocked at tat moment...
Su Wah, i post a comment on ur profile tat " i know u sure will win, JIA YOU...."
I really thought u will recover after i saw the post tat said ur heartbeat is function back...
But, u choose to leave us because u r too suffering from painful...
This is ur choice, i just can choose to respect and wish u rest in peace...

I really appreciate the time we spend together in doing things for PBC.
Thank you, Su Wah.

I will always remember
- the girl tat sitting beside me during school exam time...
- the girl tat has a beautiful voice and sing for Hari Guru...
- the girl tat love 朱浩仁 so much...

Su Wah, although u r gone, but i will always remember u forever...
RIP, my fren.

                                           The favourite artist of the girl- 朱浩仁

难以形容...

还有八天，我就自由了。
可是，不知怎么了，却没有快感。
你说对了，我到底不喜欢什么，
为什么一直要离开？

在这段期间，我得到了不少。
同时，也发觉我犯了办公室的三个禁忌。
i)   勿与家人一起工作
ii)  勿与自己的好姐妹一起工作
iii)  勿与同事太过亲近
也许这届都是我非走不可的理由。

我很高心能认识到你。
你对我实在太好，让我更为难。
我犯错你从来不会责备我，
还会加以向我解释我的过错，
你总是让我学到不同的事物，
从不吝啬与我们分享你的过去及一切。
我们从来不敢拒绝你所要我们做的事，
因为我们非常清楚，
也许，这辈子无法再遇到像你这么好的老板了。
谢谢你。

很抱歉，第一天就对你这么无礼... =p
当时口直心快把你的名字与昆虫连在一起。
在Bukit Cahaya的一日游，对你造成了许多不便，
害你要陪我一起走山路，
有自行车却骑不得，
对不起。
烧卖，
已成了我们之间开心的回忆。
热辣辣的包点真是人间的一大享受。

我的一年级宝贝，
你们可要乖一点，
要记得吃东西可要知坐那里吃。
你们一定会很高心，
再也没有多的写到手累的功课。

再见了我的Pre-school，
你们还小，应该不会记得我，
希望将来的再见到你们。

友谊

今天，庆祝玮瑜的生日。
发现很难再回到读书时期的欢乐时光，
话题也逐渐变少，
见面的机会也变得可遇不可求了。

生命中总有许多来来往往的人，
就像走路时马路上那些过客，
有与我背道而行的，
也有与我走向同一个方向的。
与我背道而行的，
也许我转瞬即忘，
岁月的风会把你们吹到我记忆的边缘，
甚至是我的记忆之外。

你们都陪我们走过一段距离，
但时间不会因此而停留在那里。
人生的道路上岔道太多，
在每一个路口，我们的选择都会不同。
新的道路上，
当然还会有新的同行者，
可也同样还会有新的岔路口。
无论是感情、友情、爱情、亲情，
都无法永远保持不变。
这就是所谓的好花不常开，
好景不常在的原理吗？

也许，在生命中的某一天里，
我也还会偶尔地想起一些模糊的影子来，
但也只是偶尔地想一下而已，
一定很怀念当时我们一起度过的日子，
那些美好的过去，
泪水与欢笑。

人生活在世界上，离不开友情，离不开互助，离不开关心，离不开支持。
友谊，需用心去经营，需有一定的艺术性。
离散聚合，应顺其自然，不必勉强。
属于我的朋友，会向我走来，不属于我的朋友，留也留不住。

等待

我在等一个人，
一个愿意走进我的生命分享我的喜怒哀乐，
同时也愿意让我走进他的生命体会他的爱恨情仇的人。
一个不是因为我的什么喜欢我而是因为喜欢我而愿意接受我的一切的人，
一个知道我不完美却依然喜欢我甚至连我得不完美也一并欣赏的人，
一个不在乎别人对他是否赞美而只在意我的肯定与认可的人，
一个即使全世界都与我为敌也会站在我身边宁可背叛全世界也不背叛我人。 

开心的日子，我在等你与我分享，
悲伤的时候，我在等你与我分享。
我以为你会摊开心房与我分享你的一切，
你会想起我这个傻女孩在这默默的守候你。
我以为你会出现，
会为我安慰与关心我。
可是，望穿秋水我却望不到你的身影。

就在我最绝望时，你却出现。
并不如我想象中的那般，而是有求与我。
尽管如此，我还是尽我全力帮你达成目地。
我很清楚，
这不是我所期望的，
这不是我所想要的，
我一直在寻找的人，
是你吗？
等待让我无奈，
我在等待中，
想念时间也变得漫长，
想念伴着等待。