守护

每一人都有自己想要守护的人或事物。
简单来说，人要守护的有亲情，爱情，国家，友情等等。
可是，天下可没白吃的午餐，
因为守护是要付出代价。
至于付出的代价是否值得，就见仁见智。
守护是一种在暗地里静悄悄地保护自己非常重视的人事物，
换句话说，只求付出，不求回报。

 国家

在"Battleship"的电影里，
有着一位退休军人不惜在一场战争中牺牲了自己的一双腿。
他感到非常沮丧，还甚至放弃了为生命继续奋斗的意志力。
从那时开始，他被逼装上了一双义肢后，
要面对世人对他的奇异眼光与嘲笑，
他变得越来越暴躁，物理治疗师从此不断换了一个又一个，
都被他那暴躁与自甘堕落的行为给气走。
不久，他遇上了新的一位女物理治疗师，
展开了一段奇妙的人类对抗外星人攻打的经历。
他重新找回了为奋斗的意志力与满足感，
利用曾被自己看不起的义肢去抗斗到底，
而他这次要守护的不只是国家，而是全世界的人类。

启发：
有的人会因为遇到一些人生挫折，而自暴自弃，
或试着去逃避所发生的问题，
这都是人之常情，因为缺乏了面对的勇气。

有的甚至选择自行了解性命，
以为死了就是唯一解决的最好方法，
也把自己所想要守护的人一起带去不归路。
虽知他们是无辜，
但为了避免自己会对他们有所顾虑和不舍，
就把它当成了能自私的理由。


在这世上，还有更多人的遭遇比自己更惨，
都不惜一些努力地继续活下去。
有的人甚至不够时间去完成自己的人生目标，
就被死神召唤去了，而留下了无法被磨灭的遗憾。

 守护本是一种爱的行为，却不能因个人的自私而演变成了后悔。

Inspiration

I have been long time didn't visit my own blog already.
 However, i will always like to go visit your blog.
After i looked through your all blog post, it just gave me some inspiration.

I keep thinking something when i was looking through your blog.
At that moment, my mind is filling by thoughts and feelings.

1st:  I know that myself don't have an important place in your heart at all. Is
       just like in my expectation, cause i didn't feel sad, but just disappointed.

2nd: I really miss my secondary school life, although some people will think i
       was very immature and naive. But anyway, that is an important process
       in my life.My secondary school life really made me experienced a lot of
       amazing things and some special feelings that cant be explained or
       described by anyone, but you must feel it by yourself, cause is the only
       way u will understand what is it.

3rd: I admit that myself had been wasting a lot of precious time in doing  
       some meaningless things. I didn't spend the time wisely when
       i was together with my friends. It's such a pity that I can't make
       the time come back.

4th:  While the time is passing through, i have learn to accept the facts.
        Actually recently i only realize that my mom had taught me to face
        the consequences and accept whatever the things had happened.
        If you can't do anything to fix or correct it, the best way is learn
        to accept it. Bear the consequences is uneasy like in the movie, cause
        it is needed courage although just say a word "sorry". Sometimes,
        sorry is useless also, cause "sorry not cure". Accept the facts also
        can be in another way round, means just forget about it to let go
        and keep telling to yourself " the things that not belongs to
        yours, you try so hard to get it, it will also be no changes".

I don't like to have regret in my growing process, especially in making decision.
I always believe that God had already set up all the path way that you need to walk in your life,
and everyone has their different path ways, that's why everyone got their different life experiences.
Whatever decision that you had made, u will find out that you will gain and lose something through the decision in the same time which is called a learning process in your life.

Experience and Appreciation

Experience as a general concept comprises knowledge of or skill in or observation of
some thing or some event gained through involvement in or exposure to that thing or event.
Everyone has the first time experience in doing something.
The experiences will indicate the time is running through ur life and
u r GROWING UP.

The experiences play an important role in our life.
Guide us not to make second mistakes and be smart throughout our life.
As time is going on, the experiences also will become as life memories.
It is a part of our life and very precious because it is just belongs to yourself and cant be stolen by anyone.

As people are growing up, they sure will smile when thinking back their past.
The past of everyone has the elements of happiness, sadness, suffering, angrily and more.
I am enjoying my teenager life.
However, when i looked back to my secondary school life, i miss it so much.
Although, it is containing the elements that i have mentioned.
But it is sweet when i think back.

That is why the appreciation is needed for.
Always be taught or told to appreciate what is the thing that u r having now and appreciate the people always beside you.
Cause things or peoples will  left you on one day as nothing is eternal.
Plus, none of us is compulsory to treat anyone good although got relationships
like parents to children, couple to lover and frens to frens.
Do not taken it for granted, because we have no authority or position to ask
anyone to treat us good.

It's funny how, in this journey of life, even though we may begin at different times and places, our paths cross with others so that we may share our love, compassion, observations, and hope. This is a design of God that I appreciate and cherish.      Steve Maraboli quote

记忆

转眼间，三年了，
说长不长，说短不短，
那年的记忆依然徘徊在我的脑海里。

您摸摸我的耳垂对我说：“掂咁你某戴那个金色的野？
您当时是指着欣欣的耳环，
我回答您：“我某戴。”
其实，那时我的耳洞已经封闭了，
所以我决定要再打回耳洞，
很可惜您已经看不到了。

那是我和您的最后对话。
在我懂事以来，您的听觉就不怎么好，
所以爸常叫我们要说话大声一点，
当时我得却觉得有点奇怪，
要以这种方式说话，
所以直到最后我还是没问到您那道问题，
有关于日本时代。

您曾经说过：“又走了。”，
当您知道您身边的朋友或重要的人离世了。
这是我亲耳听您说的，
而当时我能感受到您的孤独及悲哀。
人人都保佑自己能活到长命百岁，
但没好好珍惜及好好利人生里的时光，
就算给你活到长生不老，
那也只是浪费。

当时大约是清晨五六点，星期六，
我穿着校服对着窗口及拜拜哭了一阵子，
抹干眼泪后便装得若无其事去上BM考试Tips的讲座。
我还是无法压抑，
在食堂哭了出来。
在丧礼上，我完全没有哭泣。
我一直问自己，
我到底哭什么？

我和您并没有时常聊天、见面、接触，
也许是我自小就只有您这个老长辈，
让我明白到什么是爷爷的爱及关怀，
也让我体会到什么叫慈祥，
那是什么感觉。

对于每一次亲人的离别，
我总是想人就是这样，
当你知道那个人的存在，
就会心想无需时时关心他，
因为他还好好地活着，
也许在什么大节日或家庭聚会，
我只要乖乖地出席见彼此一面就好。
但当你听到不好的消息时，
才会想为什么我有空也没去探望或问候他，
才渐渐回忆起以往一起度过的岁月。


正所谓前人常说的，
“早知如此，又何必当初” 和 “后悔莫及”。
没真正体会，人永远无法领悟那些常理。


                                                                   Dream As If You Will Live Forever,
                                                                   Live As If You Will Die Today.

Happy Birthday, 1 year old... :D

Happy Birthday, Eistance... ^^

转眼间，你到这世上已经一年了。
我还记得当我第一次看见你时，
你是多么的渺小，
正熟睡在妈妈的怀里，
很可爱。

当我抱起你时，
你的眼睛还未能全开，
还咪咪地闭着，
我小心翼翼地抱着你，
那可是我第一次抱起这珍贵的新生命。

你的出现为家人带来许多快乐，
就如一个开心果终于诞生在家里。
也为家人带来头痛，
对你这顽皮虫束手无策，
真是不知让家人哭笑不得。

祝你快高长大，一定要做个有用的人。

Happy Sweet 18, YS... :)

2706

We went back school on Monday to celebrate Yeng Sze's 18 birthday.
First, may went to fetch me, june and bin.
B4 fetch june and bin, we went cake sense bought two birthday cakes
for ys cause no 1kg strawberry cake at the shop.
Finally, i chosen one strawberry chocolate cake and a famous cake of the shop- fruit cake for her sweet birthday cake. =D

I am May's first passenger. haha...

                                             Birthday girl....

                                               Girls and birthday girl...

                                                 Boys wif birthday girl...

                                                 Me and birthday girl...

We met Miss Mun and Puan Yu also at canteen.
Puan Yu still unchanged.
When we saw her, she straight shouting at us 'Y u all come back?'
Then, she said eat cake also didnt call her.
We straight pass up a cake to her. Haha...
She feel disappointed when she knew few of us change to art scream.
Luckily, our gang still got some presenters stay in art scream. =)

After finish the celebration, me, may and june went ioi for shopping.
We went Dong Cha then Shi Lin (our favourite...^^).
I need to leave first, so just got june accompany may for shopping.

                                Me and my perempuan simpanan... XD

A Memorable Trip

6.6.11

I miss my students so much...
Once i reach there, i was so happy to hear from a  parent that
she said 'my daughter is very happy since last night, cox she feel
very excited to see u again...'
Aww....

When i went upstair,
Boy A: teacher, u finish study already?
Girl  B: teacher, this card is special make for u. (*touched and surprised)
Boy C: teacher, will u come back to teach us after this school holiday?
Girl  D: teacher, y u dont want come back to teach us?

I feel very happy that u all still remember me.
I appreciate the time we been spent together in this half day.
Thank you so much for the card.
This is the second time i received card from my class students.

First, we went the Sushi King shop outlet at Sunway Pyramid. 
I just got a bad feeling in Sunway Pyramid which is shame....
You all said went it b4, but just act like the kampung children
never see the city life. ><
The teacher keep shouting the name of naught child.
Not behave urself at all especially the boy in my group called Daniel.

                 The 'kampung children' at outside of the Sushi King shop =)

We had been taught to make some sushi.
After we know the step, here the competition comes.
The students need to make the sushi itself and show to the worker.
Who ever make the nice sushi can win the Sushi King voucher.
Teacher need to make Temayi (hand roll).
I put wrong side of the Nori, so lose the competition already. ><
Luckily, i didnt lose everything.
My group got a child win the competition.
Actually, after she did it, i try to make it look nice only show the worker.
Haha... Shh...
Important is enjoy the process, Triumph and Failure is just the end of result,
it doesn't mean everything

.                                         I feel proud of you. ^^

Then, we moved on to a boring and hot place- The Museum of  TUDM.
There shown a lot of aeroplane and helicopter models.
There is the first airport of Malyasia after our country has independent.

                      Luckily, didnt spoil the helicopter... =.=
                      If not, 5 CRV also not enough to change with this helicopter.

Next, we went to Istana Negara.
Now i only know that the Istana Negara was a chinese ppl's home.
The Sultan paid him the money to get his house as palace cause his house was
the largest house at that time.
I was surprised when a girl told me that

" Teacher, i want see the king."

"Sorry, girl. We are not allow to meet the king."

                              The outside of the palace...

The last place we went is The Berryl's Chocolate Factory.

I hope i still can see u all in nest time.